ive been EXTREMELY BUSY! dont worry.

im alive dont be alarmed.

i just havent posted in a while.

My title seems boring, because as many know, the Ipod is currently having a max 8 hours of battery life which is pathetic, but yet I wanted to inform some who come to my blog and read it from outer tabulas. Aswell, is anyone else thinking the same thing? Honestly, I may not be a politics kind of girl, but with the smarts and the way she is and campaigns, Hilary Clinton could just step in and take office, thats how depressing the other democrats are, and how well the race is not going. Kerry seems to be getting followers everywhere he ends up so, I find that fascinating to see such a man who many thought would be biting Dean's dust. It's frusturating to see Bush speak on gay rights, and on much more. I mean, after 9/11 and him it seemed the economy just went downhill, though it was already going downhill atleast since mid 90's. I'll be 15, February 15th!!

All my life, I've grown up on what you might call "white collar" or as friends say, finacially set or rich. Society propells you when youre up, and uses you to get money for themselves when you are down. I no longer believe society is beneficial. Who should sanction the right to have or not a gay marriage, who should say your style isnt this fall's fashion, who should dictate that this year will a good economy. It is society who does it currently, and it is tyrants who dont see equality and freedom or The Constitution as it was written, but modify and mold's it's words to their benefits. I see, how you can get a religious group to burn cows because they believe thats fine, but I dont see how you can use religion as your backdrop for a fight. The things that propel Society is the factor of oppurtunity and when they get it, they will all out wage a battle to win their idea their way.

Tonight's Alias was exactly what I needed. Slow motion, nice slow songs, and a beautiful jail cell kiss scene. It was all thought out and planned. And JJ, may I say? You really take those close to XFiles allegations and make the episode into a whole different turn. Besides, Alias, I got Grand Theft Auto: Vice City. Dare I say it? For a while, video games and me were not cool. I'm almost 15 soon, which is almost 18 which is almost adulthood. (Jessica Simpson thrown in). But where was I going? No where. I guess a better post later?

I will be off for 1 or 2 days. Alias review this Sunday.

It is boring to be in a dorm and wretch away, alone. They said they will get a new kid to move in, if I wanted. I told them, no. Jonas is still my friend, I have a picture of us together. I think I know his new address, because his mother texted my mobile email and I have like half of it, so I'll reply asking for the whole thing. I just want to see him, I dont want him to go on lying about aids and in a shutter space. I am going to see either Chasing Liberty or My Baby's Daddy today, because I'm super ghetto, and I like black comedy or Mandy Moore. <33 You all. Her new hair is so awesome.

A First Post, I steady my ground and make my entrance. Here I am on the home plate of my new blog, powerhouse. Upon was too much, telling my readers that my friend Jonas had aids led to a backlash of one or maybe several homophobes and then led to a mess of what I would describe as 'drama'.

I'll be writing more, and hopefully getting nominated for another award?